Au Pair in The Netherlands: Shaunna's Story

I remember when I left the US I made sure I didn't look back to my parents when I entered the terminal because I knew I would just start crying. I was so young and leaving my family and friends was probably the hardest thing to come to terms with. However, after that I don't think I thought about what I was doing until the plane actually landed in Amsterdam. By that time I was so tired from traveling for ten hours that I couldn't really think about a comfort zone. I had only been abroad once to Sweden before I left for the Netherlands, so everything was new and I think I just had to build a new comfort zone.

I was my families first au pair, so the experience was as new for them as it was for me. My kids were also older, so we baked and did crafts and played outside a lot. Most of the time I was just transporting one of them to field hockey or soccer practice or cooking class. However, one of the girls I cared for didn't have a lot of friends outside of school, and I'm not sure how much of this was me, it was probably her mom mainly, but when I was there she had her first playdate outside of school and I was so happy for her. Today she has friends and has grown up a lot. I'd like to think I was able to help her grow her confidence a little bit. 

This is probably cliche, but biking. Just the freedom to bike and bike and bike, you never really have to stop. I lived in the Hague and one of my friends and I decided we were going to bike to Delft and Liden (two separate days) which are both about an hour ride. It wasn't even about getting to the other city but the landscape we saw along the way was beautiful. The architecture, the canals, the random winding streets. It was so cool to bike all day and not rely on cars. Second to leaving my host family and friends, that was one of the hardest things to say goodbye to. 

Yes. I thought I was going to go to school for art, become a fine artist or art teacher or something of that nature. Here I am, going on my third year of a computer science degree. If you're confused about how those connect and how I made that jump, you wouldn't be the only one. When I was in the Netherlands, I ended up enrolling in a Dutch figure drawing class. That was also an amazing experience, because it was just me and some older Dutch women and one man. The art teacher spoke a little bit of english but a lot of it was just me guessing what she was saying as she spoke to the full class. I didn't mind it though because art doesn't need a language, you could learn just from someone's gestures or strokes. But because of that class, I realized I didn't want to hate art if I went to school for it. I wanted it to be something I could always look forward to and not feel pressured to do. I turned to computers because the kids I au paired for were obsessed with technology. They were always trying to sneak an iPad or the laptop and loved playing with the snapchat filters. It was concerning! I knew that if there was anything I could do to help decrease their obsession then I needed to do it. So I decided I would pursue computer science. My year abroad helped me realize what my goals are and what I want to do in the world. It was an invaluable experience.

 

Go. Be afraid. Put yourself out there because you can and because that's when the best experiences happen. Reach out to as many people as you can. Most of all just listen to yourself. That's the best recommendation I can give.